Here Goes Nothing..

*Siigghhh..*

I've been thinking a lot lately.. and I'm REALLY excited to get my life started.. I've been planning and planning for the future, and have imagined where i will end up. I have about a million ideas running around in my head and i don't really know where to start. i have so many interests in things, but i really cant do anything with ANY of them.

For example..
I wanna be a graphic artist.. but i lack skills and i don't have my own computer.
I wanna be a fashion designer.. but i also lack skills and don't have a sewing machine or any other materials needed.
I wanna make videos on Youtube.. buuut.. i don't have anything to talk about.. and i don't have the materials needed.
etc etc.

Okay.. so this is what I'm thinking.. since I'm going to school to be a graphic designer at the moment.. i will hopefully gain the skills i need within a year.. maybe more. To be great at it, i might need more schooling.. but who knows.. within this year, i need to buy a sewing machine and hopefully I'll be able to take a sewing class or something so i can start making clothes. Meanwhile.. I'll be practicing with makeup and things like that so i can make those damn videos and get the word out about my clothes.. umm.. after i get my associates in art, i think i might go to school to be a pharmacist or something.. so i can really be bawlin'....lol

I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!! but i don't want a job yet.. And that's the main thing that's really holding me back.. Oh well.. I'll figure something out.. Within a year maybe things will really start happenin for meh.

Anyways.. i've decided to make this livejournal account to write out things i'm going through, things i'm feeling, things I'm thinking about, plans, to document the fun days and the bad days (Unfortunately... ) ETC. So I'm gonna end this here because it's fuckin 8:00 in the fuckin morning and i gotta get my ass to sleep. i need to start the lame ass day ahead of me. lol I'll be sure to update this as much as possible so anyone who is interested in my life can know what I'm up to..

hehehheheh! WISH ME LUCK!!!!

Love,
Sara ;)