Another Year has passed and im alright...

So im waiting here for Ryan to come get me so we can go get his check.. its 5 right now so he should be here in like 30-45 mins.. maybe.. haha I'm listening to the distillers right nowwwww on my TV.. SO let me tell you about my weekend i guess. lol.. on saturday Ryan had a show to play in TJ. It was fun!!!!!!! me an Ryan walked over the border alone, and we went and met up at everyone at this bar. we had a few beers and then went over to the venue. We bought a couple of 6 packs and went inside to drink and wait for everything to start. Then a couple of bands played and we were still drinkin and shit. Then Invocation War went on and i had to sit on the side and try to sell T-shirts and crap. Then i decided to let mike look over the shit so i can get up and see the show RIGHT. It was cool... i was in a mini mosh pit hahah. It was an okay show..Ryans bass fucked up on they're desaster cover.. lammeee.. but it turned out pretty good. haha then we finally came back over. and when we got home me and ryan almost passed the fuck out. But damnnnnn... TJ fucking SUCKSSS... They're always someone coming up to you either begging for oney or selling cheap shit. hahah It sucks though.. Little kids all dirty trying to sell shit.. :( Then on sunday me and ryan wanted to go see inglorious bastardsssssss.. but that never happened. We ended up satying home.. He played Halo 3 with Alvaro and Musselman.. I just watched mostly.. hahah and went online.. Oh!!! and ive been watching Sailor Moon for the past couple of dayssss,, I know i know its lame.... but i loved that show when i was a kid.. I loved it so much.. me and my sister would watch it EVERY DAY after school.. And we would never miss an episode.. If we did would just just CRY.. hahaha...So yeah my sister bought the DVDs at comic con.. They're in Japanese and they're bootlegged but whatever.. Its still cool ALRIGHT????!!! hahaha.. Uhh.. Thats all i can think of..

So..

MAN, am i getting fat. I can just feel.. I told Ryan i was getting fatter but of course he told me i wasn't.. What else would he say?.. Ugh.. But i know my body.. and when i say i gained a couple pounds, I GAINED A COUPLE POUNDS. I've been eating a lot more recently, compared to the once a day plan i was doing for quite some time.. Which worked surprisingly. lol more and more junk food, than real food now. And i dont get out at all. All i do is sit around my house. so.. Of course im getting fatter.. I'm HATING it.. but on monday i'll start my Yoga classes, which i cant wait for.. I know it will work.. maybe it will make me more healthy too. Fuck, i need to do a lot of things. I'm so damn lazy thoughhhhhhh.. lol i wish i was hot.. like, EXTREAMLY hot. like.. beyond gorgeous..... GOOOOODDDDDD.. i get so angry with myself.. hahah Something must be done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving on. I keep getting Helloween stuck in my head. I WANT OUT!!!!! To liiiiive myyy life aloone.. I WANT OUT!!!!! leaaaave meee beeee!! I WANT OUT!!!!! To dooo thiiings on my own!! I WANT OUT!!!!! To liiive my life and to be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

It's 6 AM!!! and i dont know what to do. No sleep.. Sleep is for the weak! oh no!! my beautifuil roses are starting to die! :( nooooooo!!!!!! they're starting to ROT!.. haha I wish i had a monkey.. So then i could train it to be my butler. like in the sims... haha i'm watching this thing on Animal Planet about monkies. crazy little buggas..I WANT OUT!!!!!! haha jk.

I'm kinda bored.. I should listen to destoyer 666 and Primal Fear so i can know some songs when we go see em. Invocation War (My boyfriends band) is gonna be playing some shows soon too.. but one of them is a 21+ show.. which is GAY!! i really wanna go. :(

so it turns out i'm not moving.. which is a good thing. Honestly, im pretty tired of living in this house.. but i'd rather live here and be close to my Ryan and close to school and close to whatever friends i have left, than go live up in Hisperia.. FUCK NO.. Thats way to far.. even though we would have been living in a nice ass house.. where it snows.. up in the mountain area.. Nahh.. To far. I would have been miserable if i couldnt see my love. hahah So this problem is solved and we wont be going anywhere for a long time.. i think were actually gonna buy this house... i think.. Which would be cool cause then we could add on to it and maybe add a second story.. and i can get a cooler room.. with my own bathroom?????? hahahah i wish.. I swear though.. i cant wait to move out on my own.. To be able to do whatever i want whenever i want.. and to have a car.. and be able to buy anything i want.. and decorate my whole house however i want.. have as many parties as i want.. Siiiiighhhh... all in due time.. I just cant give up.. get my shit taken care of NOW so i can have fun and be really happy in the future!!

Okay thats all for now i guess.. What am i gonna do now...?... enter for tiffanyd's contest some more.. and check out some sexy pics from my sexy man!! woo!! goodnight..

Love,
Sara :)

DAMN

Im trying to win this contest but this lame site wont let me comment on a particular blog. I need to figure out whats going on and how to use this site properly. i dont know why im making a blog about it.. i guess i was just bored on trying so much. I need to comment on her contest video as many times as i can on two different usernames on youtube. so i might win there. i need to comment on her blog on here so i can have that chance to win. and then i need to reply to some of her tweets on twitter. but i forgot my password.. which is weird cause i usually use the same ones for everything.. it wont let me in. ok im off to try some more.. cause i really need some makeup brushes.. heheh


Love,
Sara :)

What a shitty Night

Well, my boyfriend decided to be gay and do something i told him not to the other night.. Which really pissed me off. but luckily he made up for it by telling me the truth, and buying me a dozen red roses and taking me to the movies. :) We saw Funny People.. which was.. okay.. kinda funny in the beginning.. it was really long too. lol but I really appreciated him telling the truth to me today. so i guess all is well again.. i just hope he keeps his promise!!!!!!!!!!! And i love my beautiful flowers too!! :D
hahah SO i think im gonna get a JOB! i might work at sally's beauty supply down the street here. Since my school schedule probably wont turn out as cool as i had hoped for, i'll just go part time and get a part time job so i can make some money and FINALLY go shopping. I've been wanting to go shopping for the longest time! i need to check out the store's website right now and see whats up. I really wanna buy a sewing machine, Sigma makeup brushes, and a bunch of stuff from LUSH!!! and some handmade clothing from some people on Etsy. That will be cool and i cant wait! So wish me luck and i'll write again soon.. LATES!

Love,
Sara ;P