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Ok i totally regret all that i said last post.. I need to step back and let him make his decisions.. If HE decides he wants to ruin us then thats fine... But i'm gonna try really hard to just believe everything he says and hope he's telling me the truth.. I have faith that we will pull through this and this will make us a stronger/closer couple in the end. I'm just gonna focus on me right now.. In school and try to find a job so he can be proud of me. YAY!

I'm in class right now and im trying to kill some time.. I have like 10 mins left! Right now were trying to gather as much info on our future careers. I emailed a couple graphic designers on DeviantArt.com cause i have to ask them some questions on how they got to where they are in their careers today.