Nothing Ever goes as planned for me.. Ugh!
SO i ended up moving to La Mesa. What a mess everything has turned out to be.
It just sucks so much here. theres SO many shopping centers, restaurants, and places to go over here but i'm never going to be able to enjoy any of it.. Im so fucking poor its not even funny. its really not. I've been so sad for the past few weeks and im really getting tired of it. i dont like feeling sad and helpless. I cant leave or go anywhere cause 1.. im poor.. 2 i'm far away from people 3 we have no gas to get down there.. so im always stuck here in the house doing nothing.. not able to have any damn privacy cause i share my room now and everyone just barges in whenever they please to use to the bathroom and use our closet. its rediculous.. i cant watch my own TV cause everyone is hogging it up all the time, and they complain when im using the computer.. i just HATE it.. i just wanna run away. i wish i was rich so i could at least enjoy myself and go shopping by myself or something... SOMETHING!!!!!
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